There are times when we need to self- motivate ourselves and that's when we don't know what we can do to push ourselves up.. frankly..i have been thinking of giving up to study due to some private issues.. 

that moment when i feel like i am drained and i don't even care what will happen...

there is no words to describe my feeling as it is too strong and no one can denied it.. seriously, I am more than capable to handle my feeling but that moment really make me think that to die is better than to live in the world... 

I KNOW RIGHT... IS SO TRUE!! :)

maybe this is what people say we are strong enough to handle this kind of life :)

love ya <3